MY CLASSMATES USE ME

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Hi, everybody. Today Lily tell her story. «I’m a nerd. A classic, nerdy girl who has no other interests but studying. So, I can be bullied by the whole class. That’s what all my classmates think.
I always loved studying. I’ve never understood people who aren’t interested in learning something new. No matter what. The world’s nature or the programming’s pros and cons. You can learn anything you want! For me, studying’s not just cramming. It’s a way to know what’s around you. And my ‘rents say it’s okay.
I often spend time with books. I always learn or write down something. I rarely communicate with people ’cause it’s boring to talk to other teenagers. And older guys have their own problems. A little girl won’t fit in their company. Anyway, I’m quite lonely. Even a bit sociopathic. But I don’t complain. I’m used to being alone. And, you know, it’s better than…
The thing is, I go to school. Well, I asked my parents to transfer me to home studying. But they hope I’d socialize at school. But nothing works. Why? Because I get bullied in class. If only they simply bullied me… But they literally don’t let me live. And the recent events fully ruined my faith in people.
The thing is, my classmates don’t like me. I know more than them. And I’m an A-student. Most people think I’m a teacher’s pet. And kids don’t like nerds and pets. And I am against cheating. Not because I’m a meanie. I just think everyone’d to study. And not to run away from homework.
For such things, they always bully me. But it doesn’t stop them from pushinng me forward, in front of the teacher during tests and discussions. So, I start to discuss something with the teacher. And they just cheat. If I refuse to, they can spoil my things or lock me in the box-room. It happened a coupla times. Honestly, I didn’t like it.
When we all went to the high school, they suddenly wanted to become friends with me. They stopped bullying me. They even protected me from my other schoolmates. And two girls started to call themselves my friends. They helped me with everything. They took me to the canteen. They helped me carry the books from the school library and all that stuff. Plus, after school, they walked home with me. I was called to hang out with them. I trusted them.
Then, they all told me they understood nothing in school subjects. One girl complained she tried to. But her ‘rents punished her for bad grades. The other girl said she always attended extracurricular activities and wanted to become a translator. So, there was simply no time for homework. The boys said something like that too. Anyway, I felt pity for them and decided to help them with their homework.
I gave up the idea about cheating. I didn’t want to hurt the guys. During the tests, I solved both variants and sneakily gave the answers. During the discussions, it was almost the same. I always raised my hand first. The teachers didn’t notice anything. No one thought of anything. Anyway, everyone was glad the class started to study better.
Of course, I couldn’t help the guys during the discussions. But I stayed with them after classes and explained them everything. It was pretty easy to figure out who’d be asked. I needed just to see their grades. Anyway, my school life became much easier. It seemed to me, we were friends.
This lasted for 2 years. And then, one day, I knew the truth. It happened by accident. Like in any story. All bad events help the protagonist to move the plot forward. So, I stayed after classes. Since I was quiet, I heard something.
In the locker room, my so-called «friends» talked about how fed up with me they were. And the boys told them it was good for them too, ’cause now, the nerdy girl was doing all the homework for them. So, there was no need to do anything. And then they began to go through my character, appearance and habits. So, when they took me with them after school, they hung out themselves. And they even created a chat where they agreed who’d walk with me the next time». Источник видео youtube.com/watch?v=QRGKcbV0L9M